Wahai Hati

Rasa marah dalam hati

Marah sana, Marah sini 

Rasa sedih

Usung ke sana, Usung ke sini 

Berhari-hari 

Buntu fikir

" Kenapa jadi macam nie??? "

Jawapan tak laen, hanya jalan mati 

 

Pada siapa sebenarnya marah ini pergi

Kenapa agaknya rasa sedih ini kembali

eh, apa yang aku carutkan nie???

Arggggggh sudahlah, esok sambung lagi

Today My Life Begins

 
I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change 
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
 

yesterday has come and gone
and i've learnt how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change 
i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me

leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

life's to short to have regrets
so i'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
i know i can make it, today my life begins
today my life begins...

 

Mum!

Thanks mum!

I can't find a better way to speak the words I wanna say to u

No words can describe how much u mean the world to me

♥

Happy for Them!

Alangkah bahagianya tahun nie,

tengok sorang demi sorang kekawan 
yang da nak ataupun dah masuk alam p'kahwinan

Walaupun x d'nafikan kadang ada la sket rasa sedih & cemburu 
dgn kebahgiaan yang d'orang ada,

jujurnya rasa tumpang bahagia bila tgk kawan-kawan seronok, bahagia

Normal la kan tadi, perasaan manusia...

Da memang ketentuan...

Nak wat macam mana

Kita sdri pun xtau mcm mana hidup kita esok lusa

Kadang rasa macam x p'caya

Kawan yang rasanya baru smlm gedik-gedik, ngumpat dan gosip sama-sama

hari nie da nak jadi isteri orang

Kawan yang semalam asyik gado-gado, lawan aci tiru keje sekolah

da nak jadi suami orang

Plus, muka n perangai sume mcm budak-budak plak lagi tue

Memang xle percaya!!!

Hehehehehe 

Percayalah! bak kata Siti Nurhaliza...

Hakikatnya, semua orang pun akan tinggalkan kita

X kisah la utk kebahgiaan dia saja ataupun 
utk kebahgiaan orang-orang d'sekelilignya

Yang penting, kita mesti selalu relakan kepergian dia


sobsobsobsob


Sedih la plak tiba-tiba

heh, kenot-kenot!

Tapi kan, kalau nak d'ikutkan mati pun sorang-sorang saja???

So, nak tkt apa????

:D

 

Hey!

Hearing someone talking & thinking

 lie! lie! lie! lie! lie!

One step closer!!!

1. Go to graduate school

  2. Find your purpose - work only what u love

3. Begin retirement planning with first job. 

4. Use credit card sparingly

5. Be prepared for unexpected

6. Learn about financial investment

7. Thankful for your good fortune

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't know...

People can be so weird

You think you really know somebody

 Your best friend, or even your mum or your dad

and then something happens.

Something huge & imaginable

 something that changes everything

Afterwards you realize you dont know anyone 

the way you thought you did

 You don't even know yourself

Me&Myself

  

Sometimes when people ask me if I'm okay,

I just want to turn around and say

" No, I'm not okay. I'm fucking heart broken. I'm lonely and generally feel like shit " 

But I don't. 

Instead I lie to them. 

I fake a smile. 

I fake a laugh and maybe one day I will end up convincing myself that I'm okay.

Maybe.

Tapi...

Owh - owh, nie yg mls nie...

Hati meronta-ronta tingat Kedah Darul Aman pulak nie

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Nak Balik Kampung...

Tapi

Rindu Mak n Ayah...

Tapi

Rindu Kampung Halaman...

Tapi

Rindu Ayam & Itik...

Tapi

Tapi Tapi ape lagi????

Ape lagi, sumenye xle la...

psl t'lalu byk kekangan kt kota metropolitan nie!

Haish

:-(